I took this picture 13 months ago. I just found two random sticks and put them together to make a cross. I was in a 2 week intensive outpatient therapy program, working on gaining strength. After, I always liked going to their outside area where there was a little pond and I just reflected on life. I found myself in a stuck place mentally, having stopped writing for a while—which is a passion of mine and gave me purpose. And it’s odd because I’ve found myself in the same place as that time this year.
But I’ve been reflecting a lot this week since it is Holy Week. Remembering what happened and worshiping Jesus for all of it. It’s a beautiful time where we can be extra grateful. And I’ve found so much more joy in that gratitude. Instead of worrying about what I could be doing, I can praise God for what He’s already done. And then trust Him with the rest. And somehow in that place I find the best words to say. I know God will speak to me and provide the words to write in His timing. And I pray like last year, I get back into the routine because that time is special.
But right now I’m choosing to let go and surrender to God. That’s what Jesus did after all—today on Good Friday. He let go and surrendered His life on the cross. Now we are forgiven. So though we mourn the pain Jesus went through on the cross today, let us truly rejoice in the sacrifice that saved us from the burden of sin—that’s the good!
To the world, the cross looked like a failure. But 3 days later He rose and claimed the victory. So when I feel like a failure in life, I’m gonna look up above because the power of God is stronger then me and my thoughts. He has a plan that makes more sense on the other side. 🤍
Jesus, you’re our everything and we praise you for this day. May our hearts really know the burden that’s been lifted off of us through the cross. May we lay our lives down now to follow you and give you glory. Amen
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